"O God of Earth and Altar, Bow down and hear our cry,
Our earthly rulers falter, Our people drift and die,
The walls of gold entomb us, The swords of scorn divide,
Take not thy thunder from us,Take away our pride"



G.K. Chesterton: English Hymnal

A place in the Sun

ok i am off Brown Sugar for the past 15 days or so ..

there is this big void inside of me ..

i am trying to fill this void by spending time with those who matter most to me . yet i feel this emptiness .. it is not the 1st time i quit .. it is like the 4th in 10 years or little less.

the 1st two days were hell for me, i was drained from all toxics in my body and i was really hurting all the time ..

now the problem is rather mental .. i feel depressed ..

i wish i can do something about it ..soon