A place in the Sun

ok i am off Brown Sugar for the past 15 days or so ..

there is this big void inside of me ..

i am trying to fill this void by spending time with those who matter most to me . yet i feel this emptiness .. it is not the 1st time i quit .. it is like the 4th in 10 years or little less.

the 1st two days were hell for me, i was drained from all toxics in my body and i was really hurting all the time ..

now the problem is rather mental .. i feel depressed ..

i wish i can do something about it ..soon