ok i am off Brown Sugar for the past 15 days or so ..
there is this big void inside of me ..
i am trying to fill this void by spending time with those who matter most to me . yet i feel this emptiness .. it is not the 1st time i quit .. it is like the 4th in 10 years or little less.
the 1st two days were hell for me, i was drained from all toxics in my body and i was really hurting all the time ..
now the problem is rather mental .. i feel depressed ..
i wish i can do something about it ..soon
